I like it when my significant other is clingy. It shows me how much they really care and want to be by my side. No, not that overprotective crap. Just the few messages here and there asking how my day was. It’s even better when it’s in person and they don’t want to be away from me. I just love it :)

See this girl right here? This is my wonderful girlfriend. Things hasn’t been the way that it used to be, and it kills me inside to know that a wonderful person like her is being hurt. Every time I wonder just “what if we broke up?” I see flashbacks of our first kiss, first time holding hand, first time saying “I love you,” it saddens me so much. I love her and I just wish I could try to work things out with her, but nothing even works. I feel like she is being distant with me, and she feels the same way about me. When we are next to each other, we are so close, yet it feels like we are so far apart. Everyone thinks that we are going to last a very long time, but if you ask me, I don’t think that. I know that we will. I will put everything into this relationship if it kills me (hypothetically of course). I don’t really know what’s going on, but believe me, it just hurts me inside to know how she thinks that I’m losing feelings. I might, I might not, I don’t even know. If you ask anybody, I do so much for her, and maybe I just don’t feel appreciated of it because I do it too much. Maybe it’s the fact that we see each other too much, or the fact that she doesn’t like flirting back sometimes just because we already have each other. I just know that I will try everything I have in me to fix this relationship and I love her and nothing can ever change that.

Sorry for trying to be a boyfriend that leaves you small little messages. If you don’t like it, then just tell me. Don’t call me a fucking “low life” just because I was thinking of you and I just wanted to talk to you, and I have absolutely nothing else to do.

I don’t think it’s “cute” or “funny” when a guy gets mad. Especially if it’s over a “guy friend” that we don’t like. It pisses me off so much when girls say that. Don’t fuck around with me when I say that I don’t like that guy even if he’s your friend. I know you guys are friends, but there’s a limit to what he can and can’t do. You guys are “teasing” each other, but from another person’s eyes it’s A LOT more than that. I’m just saying, when I hate a guy, I hate him. Nothing is going to make me think otherwise.

Sorry, but I just don’t like that guy. I know that he’s your friend, but I just don’t trust him, not the fact that he likes you, but because, I don’t genuinely know him at ALL.

I want you to be more open to me in this relationship, I told you this before. It might be a little demanding, but it’s not too much to ask for right? For a little more communication? If that’s too much, then I don’t know what’s “just right.” I don’t need to know EVERYTHING that you are doing, just the main points.

No secrets, no regrets, just a more communicative relationship.

You make it seem like you have no confidence in us. It bugs me so much, is that the type of person that you really are? I know you overthink and stuff, but at least be optimistic once in awhile. It’s starting to get irritating now.

• I miss the late night talks about nothing. 
• The butterfly feeling that I get every time that I look at you in the eyes. 
• The random texts that just say “I miss you.”
• How when I hug you, you hug me tighter.
• The cute promises that we have with each other.
• The fun, but playful tickle fights that we have with one another.
• The feeling that I get if someone flirts when you and you tell them “Sorry, I’m taken. (:”
• The way that you comfort me with just the sound of your voice.
• The way you stop whatever you are doing, just to listen to my silly stories that I have to tell that day.
• Knowing all of each other’s insecurities and saying that it doesn’t matter what other people think, it makes us that much more beautiful.
• How we can talk to each other about any problem, and support each other 100% of the way no matter what we think.
• I miss how the only thing in the world that mattered at the moment is how much that we care for each other.

What happened to us?

That’s a question that I would have never thought that I would have to ask myself. We were never in a boyfriend/girlfriend relationship, but we still had a relationship even if it was just between us as friends. I don’t normally call anybody my “best” friend, but I trusted you out of all people. I trusted you with everything and I hoped that you felt the same way about me. I didn’t know how one little thing can effect our friendship so much. It just hurts to even hear about your name. It’s not that I don’t want to hear your name anymore, I just really miss how things used to be between us. I put effort into our friendship and all I wanted back was the same feelings for each other. I just wanted you to be there for me, for when I was there for you.

Was that really too much to ask for?

I hate the fact how I am young. It’s truly the fact that I am looking for someone that wants to be in a serious and committed relationship. Not a relationship where we know that things aren’t going to go any further. Most people are scared to be “tied-down,” but I am one of the few that isn’t. I always give it my all in a relationship, expecting the same results back, but that just never happens as often as you would expect. I have been taught to “treat others as you would like to be treated,” and I will be willing to keep on doing that, as long as I see the same.

I just want a serious relationship. Is that too much to ask for?