loook! I’m wearing glasses! :D

See this girl right here? This is my wonderful girlfriend. Things hasn’t been the way that it used to be, and it kills me inside to know that a wonderful person like her is being hurt. Every time I wonder just “what if we broke up?” I see flashbacks of our first kiss, first time holding hand, first time saying “I love you,” it saddens me so much. I love her and I just wish I could try to work things out with her, but nothing even works. I feel like she is being distant with me, and she feels the same way about me. When we are next to each other, we are so close, yet it feels like we are so far apart. Everyone thinks that we are going to last a very long time, but if you ask me, I don’t think that. I know that we will. I will put everything into this relationship if it kills me (hypothetically of course). I don’t really know what’s going on, but believe me, it just hurts me inside to know how she thinks that I’m losing feelings. I might, I might not, I don’t even know. If you ask anybody, I do so much for her, and maybe I just don’t feel appreciated of it because I do it too much. Maybe it’s the fact that we see each other too much, or the fact that she doesn’t like flirting back sometimes just because we already have each other. I just know that I will try everything I have in me to fix this relationship and I love her and nothing can ever change that.

This is my girlfriend and I love her. 
She is soo cute. <3 
Happy 2 months. xD 

Sorry for trying to be a boyfriend that leaves you small little messages. If you don’t like it, then just tell me. Don’t call me a fucking “low life” just because I was thinking of you and I just wanted to talk to you, and I have absolutely nothing else to do.

Chris Brown - “Take you down”

I don’t think it’s “cute” or “funny” when a guy gets mad. Especially if it’s over a “guy friend” that we don’t like. It pisses me off so much when girls say that. Don’t fuck around with me when I say that I don’t like that guy even if he’s your friend. I know you guys are friends, but there’s a limit to what he can and can’t do. You guys are “teasing” each other, but from another person’s eyes it’s A LOT more than that. I’m just saying, when I hate a guy, I hate him. Nothing is going to make me think otherwise.

Sorry, but I just don’t like that guy. I know that he’s your friend, but I just don’t trust him, not the fact that he likes you, but because, I don’t genuinely know him at ALL.

I want you to be more open to me in this relationship, I told you this before. It might be a little demanding, but it’s not too much to ask for right? For a little more communication? If that’s too much, then I don’t know what’s “just right.” I don’t need to know EVERYTHING that you are doing, just the main points.

No secrets, no regrets, just a more communicative relationship.

You make it seem like you have no confidence in us. It bugs me so much, is that the type of person that you really are? I know you overthink and stuff, but at least be optimistic once in awhile. It’s starting to get irritating now.

I feel really bad for getting you in trouble. I know you say it’s not really my fault, but I feel like we both could have avoided it. I just worry a lot about you even when you tell me not to. The best that we can do is just to let everything settle while things cool off, as there has been numerous incidents of you getting in trouble for the past month or so. I guess I’m just one of those boyfriends that care a lot right?

Sometimes I truly just hate how I think so negative. I think of the worst scenario in a given situation especially if that situation has me in a position to be hurt. It keeps me up at night and I just hate it. 

Reasons why I can’t handle a Long Distance Relationship:

• I get paranoid and jealous easy.
• I’m the type of person that wants to see you every chance I get.
• I’ll miss you so much even if we talk on Facebook or the phone.
• I won’t be able to be there with you if something happens.
• I can’t trust people that I don’t know that’s around you all the time.
• I want to be there for our monthaversaries, anniversaries, and so on.
• I don’t want feelings to change just because of distance.
• I don’t want someone to have to chance to take you away from me.
• I overthink all the time, so distance doesn’t help.
• I just want you to be with me physically and mentally.